Another dream...

I don't believe that I mentioned the dream I had yesterday morning after I hit snooze on my alarm. Yesterday was my first day participating in my treatment program. I've been in denial about my disease/disorder and I remember falling asleep the night before very nervous about attending the groups the next day. I touched and held in my hand a necklace that my step mom gave me the night before my first day several times before I fell asleep and several times while I tossed and turned all night. Anyway, right before the alarm went off again I was having a dream and I only remember the very end of it and it was a male voice...an authority figure (God maybe?) and all I remember him saying was, "Your illness is real. Accept help for it." and I woke up quite abruptly as if the alarm HAD gone off or something had made a loud enough noise to wake someone from sleep. I thought it was weird, considering I am in denial about my disease and that it was my very first day and that I was quite set on NOT allowing these "people" at the hospital to FORCE me to get better. Someone was trying to give me a message in this dream. And that message was quite clear. I don't think it needs my interpretation or explaining.