My toes, work, etc...just stuff I guess

I went to see the doctor about my toes today. He says they look pretty good right now but that he still isn't sure what's underneath the dead skin or if the stuff underneath it is dead skin also. He said, in about 5 weeks we would know more. He told me I could go back to work now, but thanks to the stupid tx program I can't. Don't think I can regardless. I believe I'm being terminated for attending the treatment group and not being able to "do my hours". Um, well, I was told that my Counselor I position would still be there when I got back and now she's terminating me for it? WTF???????????? I'm pissed! And I just discovered this very second what an idiot my cat really is. She is drinking out of her water bowl and running in circles around it as she drinks, WTH? So anyway, back to the job...I will be completely screwed. I will have barely any income. Mark isn't paying ANYTHING and Jason just petitioned to have ALL child support payments COMPLETELY dropped so he has to pay $0 NOTHING. Asshole. And if you think that's not possible (him paying nothing and getting away with it) then you haven't met our local Family Court Magistrate. (I just call him a judge...well, I call him more than that, but I'll keep it clean here). And in other news, I fired my babysitter. She isn't too happy, but that's what happens when the children you are watching's mother calls and your 11 year old daughter answers the phone and says she has no clue where her mother (the babysitter) is or when she'll be back and when asked who is watching the kids, the 11 year old responds, "I am" and then puts bruises on my 5 year old's arms consistently. This happened several times. Also, due to suspicion of drug use (that would explain the "unknown" absences). The bitch has been turned in to the Capital Childcare Council so if someone tries to hire her again, all that information and everything she did and DIDN'T do will be there for her prospective "babysitties". She's actually pretty lucky that I don't turn her in for endangering the welfare of my two minor children. Her excuse was that she had to "take care of her mother". If that was the truth, then you tell me that you can no longer watch my kids, you don't have your irresponsible 11 year old child do it instead. I wasn't paying her to watch my children and leave bruises on their arms. And I certainly wasn't paying the babysitter to drug it up while my kids sat at home with an abusive 11 year old. The last night she watched the kids, her teeny bopper boyfriend had his head in her 11 year old's lap as I walked in the door. He shot up so fast...I've never seen anyone move that fast. That was it as far as she goes. She bitched at me saying that she can no longer receive food stamps because she isn't working and has no children under 6 years old. Sucks to be you. Get off your ass, stop using the drugs, get rid of the teeny bopper (he must be 19, I swear) and grow the f**k up!