One of my eating disorder assignments was to list everything that I've lost because of my eating disorder...so, here goes:
1. A promise I made to my Grama on her death bed
2. A job I loved
3. Eric
4. Andy
5. More of my mother
6. Respect from others (I'm being accused of doing drugs and that's why I'm so thin)
7. More of my self esteem
8. My best friend
9. Every friend I had (don't worry, they're weren't many)
10. More sanity
11. Heightened anxiety/depression/anger/irritability/feeling more hopeless/worthless
12. I'm constantly "on edge"
13. I'm extremely rageful
14. I get sick easier and it lasts longer and feels worse and once was antibiotic resistant
15. A lot of my hair
16. My GERD is worse
17. I'm freezing cold all the time
missing him
9 years ago
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