AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I'm gonna cry...or scream, or maybe both. I didn't get the MICA job because the other person had more experience. It came down to me or the other person. Well, it wasn't "ME"! Got that news firsr thing Monday morning and just a few minutes ago got a call from the halfway house I applied to and the position was filled by, and I quote, "someone with a lot of good, solid qualifications and experience". I need someone who is willing to give me a chance. Every Counselor who is now "seasoned" was given a chance at one point because they were exactly where I am NOW...I didn't go to college to flip burgers or sit on my ass all day! I want to do what I went to school for. I hate life right now. I'm so angry that I'm gonna cry. Not "sad" cry, flippin' ANGRY cry!