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Hi, my name is Michelle. I'm a single mother to Andrew (10) and Ashelyn (6). I completed college in December of 2007 obtaining a degree in Chemical Dependency Counseling. I'm currently in a very new relationship with a wonderful man. My goal is to go back to college and earn my Bachelor's in Social Work; possibly my Master's. I would also love to get my CASAC (credentialed Alcoholism and Substance Abuse Counselor) someday. I'm discovering a new happiness in my life and the only thing I'm waiting for is to find a job so I can continue my career. I love my field of work and enjoy every minute of it. The rest you can find on my "complete profile". Any questions, feel free to ask :-)

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Monday, January 26, 2009

Sick...and not just "health" sick

DISCLAIMER (or whatever): I know many of you read this and must think, "What a NEGATIVE person!" While, I am, for the most part, quite negative, I WRITE to get my feelings out, whether they are anger, sadness, happiness, etc, so yes, most of these are "angry" posts. Okay, so, I have frostbitten feet and Anorexia. My neck has been hurting for two weeks. I thought I slept on it wrong or something but it isn't getting any better. I had someone massage it and they said they felt a "knot" or "tightness". This morning I felt a very small "movable" bump that seems to be the main source of the pain. It IS the type of pain that feels like you just slept on it wrong, but who knows. I now think I have an ear infection. My right ear has been hurting and so has that side of my face (on and off) for the last few days. I've had an excruciating headache everyday for the last three or four days, and my throat hurts. I went to the foot doctor today who said that my feet look pretty good but that there are still blisters that have not popped and he doesn't know what is underneath them and whether it's "healthy" or not, so he said it is still a possibility that I may lose some parts of my toes, but he (and me) hopes not. I keep getting told that I have to start eating healthy or it will be harder for my body to heal my toes. I'm just gonna go to bed early again tonight. I feel like crap. The entire right side of my head is throbbing, including behind my eye, but I have no temperature, so I'm not sure whether I have an ear infection or not.
As far as the part about not just being "health" sick, I am referring to my neighbor's 14 year old spoiled rotten brat who has been banging on his drums for the last five or six days and it's so loud that it sounds like he's in my living room. I finally had to call the landlord today. I didn't want to have to do this because I don't want to start trouble, but I'm sick of listening to it. I came home early from work one day and was sick and just as I am coming up her stairs (she WAS my babysitter) the 14 year old brat was yelling, "slut, whore, bitch" out the basement window. I look around and there's no one out there but me. I just fired her because she was never there when I called and was constantly leaving my 10 year old and 5 year old with her 11 year old daughter who was leaving bruises on my daughter's arms and telling her to keep it a secret @@ and who had no clue where her mother was when I called from work. One night, she (the actual babysitter) calls me at work and tells me that my son's toe had been cut on a piece of broken glass and had been bleeding non stop for 20 minutes-should have called me EARLIER-hello! I told her that I was firing her because I wasn't paying her 11 year old daughter $200 a week to watch and leave bruises on my daughter's arms and verbally abuse my son, I was paying HER (the kid's mother) $200 to provide care for my children. So, there it is...I'm sick of that shit!
I haven't been able to post in a while because it kept saying that I didn't have the latest version of Java and that I needed to enable cookies. I haven't changed any of these settings in over a year so I have NO idea what they were referring to!

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