"Hitting Bottom" doesn't have to apply to just alcoholics and drug addicts. I am neither one of those, but I've just realized that I've hit MY bottom. I've had enough; more than I can handle. I'm sick of the tears everyday. And it's just too overwhelming to even try to figure out where to start on making things better. I gave it an honest shot, things looked up for a while and now, things are worse than they've ever been. I don't even know which issue to begin to try to fix so I'm just not going to fix any of them. I'm just going to give up on all of them. I'm done. I can't take it anymore and I'm giving up. Take it whatever way you wish, I don't care, but I've reached my breaking point and now everything is just too broken to be fixed. I'm done. I just can't take anymore...of anything...you can say I'm taking the easy way out, you can say I'm a quitter, you can say I'm a wimp, you can say anything you want. Like I said, at this point, I just don't care anymore. I'm done with it all. My grandmother's dead and dead means she isn't coming back. One person can only take so much. I'm out.
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"They" say things have to get worse before they get better. Maybe now things will start getting better.
Sorry, that's the optimist in me coming out again.
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