FTW

Yes, I have anger issues, everyone knows this. Yes, I have jealousy issues, everyone knows this. But, that is part of who I am and I am working on both of them. I haven't been sleeping well. I'm still grieving my grandmother's death and my OTHER grandmother's 5 year death anniversary was the 15th of October and her birthday is coming up soon too, on the 5th of November. I remember the last time I saw her coherent. Ashelyn was 7 months old and sitting on her bed and playing with her. The next time I saw her, it was a few hours before she died. Work has sucked for the past two weeks so now, I'm kind of disappointed...mostly with work issues. Yeah, so, the residents hate me. One informed me that she didn't want me as her Primary Counselor. My boss laughed and said that means that I'm doing my job, lol...when they're pissed at you and they hate you, you're doing your job...I'm not upset about her not liking me. She hasn't liked ANY Counselor that has ever been her Primary, so that's fine. But, I'm exhausted and moody lately (I'm not moody at work. I drop my troubles at the door when I walk in and I leave them on the "doorstep"). I guess, if you don't like it, don't hang around me. It's a phase I'm going through and it'll soon pass. I have a lot on my plate right now whether anyone else realizes it or not. I'm not listing everything here. I think I may have already but the list has increased since then. So, yeah, if you don't like me, then do me a favor and leave me the hell alone. I don't need your drama too.