Summer

I cannot believe how fast summer has gone by this year! This was the worst summer of my entire life. I'm not glad it's over...I mean, I'm not glad that the warm weather is disappearing, but I am hoping that things will start to look better. This summer has been horrible!! With my grandmother dying, on my birthday no less...I'd never planned a funeral and such. When Cayleb died, my entire family just went ahead and did it FOR me. They didn't allow me to make the arrangements. They did it behind my back and by the time I mentioned making the arrangements, they had already made them. I thought that was unfair to me. Anyway, I spent my birthday this year in a funeral home picking out a casket, and a vault, prayer cards, etc. The poor guy who wrote the obituary had to rewrite it about 15 times because he kept making errors in names and dates. After that, my summer just went downhill from there....won't go into detail, but things weren't the greatest. Summer has flown by and I now have a Kindergartner! I can't believe my BABY is 5 years old and going to Kindergarten. I remember when ANDREW went to Kindergarten. Ashelyn was six months old!